I promise to myself that I would let my hair grow- until I felt like I am worth something.
It's been 1 years, and I felt like I still am not achieving what I really want.
That's the explanation for my hairstyle. It's not to keep myself in the trend, but to remind me that I am still not finding what I really want.
My long journey. Feeling abandoned, feeling lost..
I no longer care about the outside thought.
Occasionally, when I look at different people around me, I believe that we are all tricking each other with our appearance. Make up, clothing, height.
Some goes as far as plastic surgery. They want it to be permanent.
Why do we spend our money- on recreating something that we're given?
Why are we not appreciating them?
It's totally fine, if there is a good reasons behind. Tragic accident, broken family.
But if it is done out of self unsatisfactory- I think it's totally arrogant.
Our body, in a way- are not completely our own.
We are once, connected to someone that carry us for 9 months.
Are you not proud of them for all the hardship that they went through just for you?
I think that the fatigue of our parents shouldn't be overlook.
It should instead be remember, as a part of them is inside you.
Happy Birthday to my mommy and sister. they both are born in the same day- I love you very much like I always do. I will work hard for you, and for everyone that work hard for us.
may good things come, my prayer are with you always.