I never wanted to stop because I don't wanna start all over.

by Christian R., 21 year old Street Demigod from Manila, Philippines

9 comments · 2 · March 28, 2013

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Christian Reasonda - Nike Snapback, Neff Reflector Sunnies, Cotton On Gray Tank Top, Nike Sneakers - I never wanted to stop because I don't wanna start all over.
HYPE 77
  1. Snapback

    Nike

    PACSUN

    , in Nike Caps
  2. Reflector Sunnies

    NEFF

    PACSUN

  3. Gray Tank Top

    Cotton-On

    , in Tank Tops
  4. Sneakers

    Nike

    , in Nike Sneakers

Here it goes...

WHENEVER YOU FIND THE PERFECT ONE FOR YOU, PLEASE DON'T LET ANYONE, ANYTHING, ANY EVENT COME BETWEEN YOU TWO! I am now in the stage of depression because of my stupidity and insensitivity that might make our relationship go to waste. PRIDE should never be included in a relationship. PRIDE, on the first place, should be eliminated cause this will eventually lead to the destruction of your relationship. PRIDE, should have not been instilled in me through the course of my life.

NOW, I'm here, standing alone, watching my someone walk away. I inflicted a lot of pain, and I know that. I knew it all along. I'm thousand of miles away and all I wanted to do is to go to their house, kiss, hug, and say sorry. Even kneel and beg if needed. You see, I'm bluer than blue. Even sadder than the saddest.

All I want now is to say sorry and ask for another chance. To prove my worth, to prove myself worthy of the love. Wishing everything be okay and we get back to our life, like the way we lived it for almost 3 months now.

Well, I AM REGRETTING. Despising my own self. Hating what I have done. Wanting to settle this. But I know I inflicted a lot of pain, if not, a huge amount of pain that is not easy to heal. But now, I'm here standing alone, under the misty climate, eyes blood-red from crying. No one, even my closest of the close friend can help me move on if this may be gone to waste.

I realized, if you have found someone, and you love him/her, MAKE EVERY SECOND COUNT. If an argument has been raised, end it immediately with both parties agreeing upon the same side. Please, make every moment count.

To my babe, I'm sorry babe, I'm really sorry.

I love you and I miss you so much <3

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Renz C
This look is awesome on you! I love the shoes
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Rayn Lustado
supah swag look, Christian
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Gelo Arucan
blue looks good on you! :)
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Shayne Lopez
i want the tank. NOW!
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