It's kind of a bummer sitting here in my room, guessing my future, and trying to figure out what is best for me. I just finished high school and I didn't go to college for a reason. I wanted to take too many courses which lead me to confusion. I finally came up with not going to college for a year to decide what is really for me. Then I saw my old LOOKBOOK.nu account. As a kid, I wanted to be a pilot but things always come to a different stage. As I grew older my interests and hobbies progressed. I wanted to be an illustrator but the next thing I know I was doing my own clothes. Fashion never really came into my life until I went to high school. I became too curious about things. I was doubting my looks, my talents, and my skills. I just wanted to progress and learn. I came to the point that I know how to do whatever they didn't teach to us in high school. LOOKBOOK.nu had an impact to my life. I became more sociable which is really out of my comfort zone. I was more confident now. I explored things I never knew existed before. I was creating my own clothes for some of my looks. I started to become resourceful. Fashion designing was never in my life but through LOOKBOOK.nu, I discovered something I wasn't aware. It is being me and trying not to be someone else or someone the society wanted you to be. I would be very glad if I'll have the chance to fly to New York. It's not just the fact that I never went to any country and or my other country which is Japan but It is about the chance that it would open a lot of new opportunities for me to gain more knowledge about things I never knew existed again. Thus, helping me decide what I really want to do in the future.