Sometimes it all gets too frustrating to handle... I just feel like disappear, like I shouldn't belong here, like I'm meant to be something else, but I've got my wings stuck, too heavy to move... I dream of the top mountains, the fresh springs of water, the sweet embrace of the fall... I dream about death, the final silence that shall bring my peace... Sometimes I feel like dying... I feel there's too much pain, too much hate, too much indifference, or perhaps too much difference... I can't seem to understand what am I doing wrong, what do I have left to give... And, from the bottom of my heart, I can't seem to decide if I love you or if I hate you... They're mixed... You're falling in your abyss, and you won't be taking me with you... You wish you could, but I'm telling you you can't! I've got my anchor right here beside me, inside my soul, I'm not alone, I've got a secret, a protector, a light... And I belong to it, I belong to this charming little light and that's the only reason why you're still seeing me... You can live with all your hate and proud and fear, I've already told you, grab that pretty tight, 'cause that's all you're going to get when you die. Only then you'll see what you have been missing! Oh, am I not going to smile a lot? The sweet revenge, the cold temper... Remember, I tried to warn you... You say that it's my loss... I'm telling you, it's yours...totally yours...
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