#messy #beachwear #tropical #ulzzang #target #summer
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OOTD: Dress - Target | Sandals - Calvin Klein | Bag - Thrifted | Necklace - Forever 21
I think it's mostly because I feel uncomfortable looking put together, but I can't seem to be put together most of the time. Ever since I destroyed my hair, it's been crazy messy even though I cut it in April. I like to think of it as a reflection of my life: messy but still working for me.
I might be stuck in between wearing pigtails with ripped jeans and wearing straight short hair with a pencil skirt, and I thought it might be due to my age, but I'm starting to think it's just who I am. I'll be late to meetings (or not even show up because I forgot), but I'll do all my work diligently. I'll eat healthy all day but then drink half a bottle of wine in one go. It's a contradiction, but maybe it's also my version of balance?
Either way, I'm still trying to be healthier, trying to be more organized, trying to get things together. I hope this year will be the year I can find some control with my messiness. Yet there will always be a part of me holding on to it because it's part of who I am.