>>WARNING: I HAVE AN ATTITUDE AND I KNOW HOW TO USE IT! >>I AM OLD ENOUGH TO KNOW BETTER - BUT YOUNG ENOUGH TO STILL DO IT ANYWAY! >>I DON'T LOOK BACK - UNLESS THERE'S A GOOD VIEW! >>I'M SLOW TO TRUST, BUT QUICK TO LOVE. I WISH TOO HARD AND I GIVE TOO MUCH. I'M NOT SAYING I'M PERFECT... BUT I PROMISE I'M WORTH IT! >>I'M NOT LAZY - I JUST RUN ON ENERGY SAVING MODE! >>I FEEL PRETTY AND WITTY AND BRIGHT, AND I PITY ANYONE WHO ISN'T ME TONIGHT :P
I think I've finally come to the point in my life where Im happy with myself and know that I dont have to change or be a certain way for people to like me anymore. I'm just fine and if someone doesnt think I am, screw them.
BE WARE OF ME so I'm a trouble maker. I have curves, so I'm fat. If I wear makeup, I'm fake. If I say what I think, I'm a bitch. If I cry some times, I'm a drama queen. If I have guy friends, I'm a slut. If I stand up for myself, I'm mouthy. Seems like you can't do anything now a days without being labeled. So what, go ahead and label me, see if I give a fuckkk .
I keep thinking of how much I love talking to you.. How good you look when you smile. How much I love your laugh. I day-dream about you off and on, replaying pieces of our conversation; laughing at funny things that you said or did.. I've memorized your face & the way that you look at me.. I catch myself smiling again at what I imagine.. I wonder what will happen the next time we are together & even though nothing will come out of this, I know one thing for sure, for once.. I don't care, I cherish every moment I have with you.
For all of the people who talk about me and think it's effecting me... it's alright... i just sit back and think to myself...damn, i've got myself a fanclub.