Art does not only exist to please the eyes. It provides men with spiritual food which makes our lives more meaningful & more complete. Outside, so dark around me. Treasure or Truth ?
What do I want ? Dead silence & darkness ? The world is a very cruel place to live indeed. I want to escape, I want to be free, but it is so cold... and so real _
It"s just distasteful_
[ i am a hoyden , who always howl. ]
some say ONLY BORING PPL GET BORED. if so , i guess im never one of the boring people coz
i can hv fun even if i am on my own ;D
i believe tht there're always interesting things around , and its really easy for me to get a hyper mood to ANYTHING !!!
just a little thing can already stimulates me and makes me feel joyful all day long
maybe thts why i usually do some little heartwarming actions to the others
unfortunately , not much ppl can get the meaning behind ... some thinks im funny
some even thinks im a weirdo but when i sing aloud in the classroom... they follow =$
i am actually a very talkative person, tht's why im always afraid tht i'll bother the others .
why i am doing tht... i dunno but i can be extremely quiet sometimes
a little thing can pull me down..... like..
if person A tells me tht person B hates me , i feel like i lost all my vitality immediately
though sometimes person B dont even know me ,
how can one hate the other without knowing him/her first ?
this case didnt really happen to me much , not more than 3 time
for me , hate is sth more serious
for me , its very hard to hate
i never hate anyone but once.. i hated god ,
when he took away my beloved
ohhhhh kinda perceptual here LOL
if you wanna know more about my stories , you may ask.
we all hv PAST (:
i hv to admit tht ...at least till now, ppl around me's really nice .. it seems i
can always get along wif everyone well.. i dunno when did this start but i am sure i am not
at the very beginning ;]
i asked quite a lot of frds whyS ,
why do ppl want to be frds wif me or
why i am such a person now coz sometimes i imagine sth REALLY
STUPID , like.. what if i am my friend..? if i am my frd , both of us are goin to live a cravy life...
and why i always think its the Earth rotating really fast but not the clouds fluttering fast
hey...um..... i start to feel like i dunno why im typin this =P ... weird LOL
somehow i guess i've experienced more than those who are at the same age
somehow... no matter how much u've experienced ,there're never much , only much much more to come.
WANNA FLY BACK TO CHILDHOOD....WHERE"S MY NEVERLAND ?!!
no. U GOTTA MOVE ON
living in a hurry city like here in HK
ppl are perplexed
it seems everyone is rushing onward , i am definitely one of them but
what are each of us hurrying for ?
as ur heading toward ur goal on the road, hv u ever try to take a chance to turn around and look
see what u've dropped... and who's left behind ?
when i am typing this & when ur reading this,
do you feel like ur like freezing in the citycenter and everybody around are still rushing to differnt directions ?
just like everyone got drunk and ur the only concious one..
u may think ur alone now , left alone by the world
however after some time, you think .. maybe tht's you who turned ur back to the world
you rejoin the others..... and start a new journey of RUSHING :$
YEAH... THIS IS KINDA STUPID, BUT WE ALL DO THIS SOONER / LATER
because we are all humans :)
ever thought of givin a helpin hand to them ? even if they're strangers?
i like to help the others
i like to make new friends & of course i always try my best to keep the old
and i think everyone do affect the others, no matter its a single action or a single word
so ... tht's why i am always eager to bring some warmth to the others , i dont reli expect anything back :}
i do feel happiness if i can bring this cruel world more warmth
yes.. even if someone say ALL YOU CAN DO IS JUST SO SMALL
but at least i bring someone some changes , good ones
THT"S ALREADY 'absolutely fabulous' !
i used to care about what the others think of me but i dont care about it so much now
once ur social circle expanded , you dont hv much time to think of things like this
what u need to do is BE URSELF....
just one more thing ;D
if you really do read all these info of me,
plz type " [moodybuddy] " to me.
THANKS FOR READING <3
i guess i should end here