i'm a little (crow) girl from such an unknown country as finland. when i grow up, i'm going to move to italy, get the man i love, and then he'll buy me a ship with huge white sails and i'm gonna be a movie writer there on the seas. nowadays, though, my life is basically about ballet, highschool, writing, singing in the shower and watching desperate housewives. italian, well, i'm still learning it. i'm also a vegetarian. and then, there is that one thing wrong about me.
why i want to tell you about this matter, is becouse i really feel myself like a huge ugly whale when i see all you extremely thin girls here. i know i propably am the fattest person here at lookbook, but i'm going to do my best and try not to care. i've been living with anorexia for few years, and now, like year ago, we made a promise with my friend. we're going to fight through this thing, and then live happily ever after, no matter what it takes. for me, it has taken away my so-called skinnyness; i've reached my healthy weight and kept it for half a year. and to recover, i have to keep doing this even if i truly hate it more than anything.