hi, my name is zabiullah and i currently live in vapi. india. i come from a pashtun family, and taught myself urdu as i was growing up. i went to pashtun school i would call myself a complicated person, but i'm sure we're all pretty complicated. and why would i call myself complicated? well that's a good question. let me describe myself, or at least, what i know about myself: i don't get along with many people. i don't like to open up. i'm very reserved. i can't make decisions, choices drive me nuts. i'm honest. i can be naive. i tend to contradict myself. i don't get entertained by things that most people get entertained by. i fear crowds, they freak me out. i'm selective. i'd rather read a book than go out at night. i'm actually stupid enough to spend money on music. i'm constantly looking for that person who will complete me. i enjoy simple things. my favorite color, or shall i say shade, is grey. i love healthy food. i've got so many books that i doubt i'll ever be able to read all of them. i find it hard to save up money. i don't like when people cancel on me i dislike conceited people. i dislike selfish people. i love photography, i live at home with my parents and my sister. i don't like when people pretend they know me, i don't even know myself yet and it's been eighteen years. i can't stand immaturity. i always wanted to learn a foreign language like russian. i like painting. people tend to hate on me. i don't model, i don't see why some people think i do. most of my pictures on lookbook are self-portraits. i can't stand when people are judgmental. i like to cook, but i usually turn my kitchen into a mess. i like to do sweet things for people i like. i usually walk too fast for people. i love to spend some time on my own. and i do reply of your comments.